But I want some more…

As I spent some early morning moments attempting to reach in deep into the reflection of my inner spirit to draw strength from there, I oscillated between moments of thankfulness and the selfish wants of human nature to ask and want for more.hands[1]

I totally appreciate this Summer time spent with family doing things together without the harried mix of school runs and homework in the mix. I was even persuaded to rejoin Karate Dojo classes despite my debacle several years back and yes, yours truly is inching up to a yellow belt in no time (though I suspect that the Sensei (Trainer) is treating me nice ๐Ÿ˜‰

The beautiful times spent discovering new things and many raucous moments of sibling squabbles and motherly scolds are all cherished, and surprisingly, my grey hairs didn’t multiply in anguish. We are a palette of individualities meshed together to form one loving and sometimes maddening unit and I can’t have it any other way. If truth be told, I hate to see the Summer season fly past in such a hurry – the good side is that the heat will come down a notch as well – all things being equal.

Underlying my state of thankfulness is certain discontent that I can’t disregard but it doesn’t diminish my gratitude for the blessings of these past days. I guess the Oliver Twistish part of me simply wants more of such goodness so I’ll strive to keep enjoying and living fully in the moments that I’m given.

I hope your heart is grateful for something today.


P.S: There are several gratitude/thankful platforms in the blogosphere that you can tune into and get your ithankful going on. I canโ€™t express in words the enormity of Joy and fulfilment that comes from having a heart of gratitude. Please check outย Mariaโ€™s blog, Collineโ€™s blog and Bernadetteโ€™s for thankful/gratitude challenges

ยฉ Jacqueline Oby-Ikocha


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26 thoughts on “But I want some more…

  1. Jacqueline, thanks for adding to the strength of goodness in the world with your thankfulness. I think it is very hard, if not impossible, to reach a state of complete contentment but I agree, it doesn’t have to stop a person from being grateful for what is.

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  2. I want more too! I don’t think it’s selfish. I see it as making a demand upon my Father God to enable me to enjoy the abundant life for which Christ died for me to enjoy. Of course I have to check my motives and watch I am not being courteous. Meanwhile I do believe in expressing thankfulness for his mercies and provision.
    Thanks for sharing this post Jacqueline.

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