As I stood in the shallow pool of water, freeze-framed images of us dancing, laughing and splashing water like children played consistently in my minds eye.
Brookes’ happy laughter echoed with delight in my ears. This little gem of a place brought out that childish joy in her that made my heart bloom when I watched her face radiate and her cheeks pinken with pleasure.
I felt her presence, as real and as solid as if she stood beside me. Out of habit, I stretched out a hand to grasp hers, but the emptiness and lack of her warm palm hit me hard.
Has it only been six weeks? Six weeks sounds so short, yet it felt like an eternity. An eternity of hellish existence. Those dreaded words still rang in my heart and I still felt as shell-shocked as I had felt in the Oncologists office. Words like, ‘biopsy, chemotherapy, aggressive, incurable Cancer, metastasized’ and the worst of all ‘few weeks left’…changed our lives so drastically.
I stood there and in that shallow pool of water ‘the secret brook that Brooke loved’ for the first time, I allowed the hot tears to flow freely. I had had to stay strong and had not allowed her to see me cry.
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Jacqueline
Written in response to the FFAW photo prompt above. Thank you, Enisa, for the photo and PJ for hosting.
Emotional and touching…
You have beautifully portrayed the emotions… 👍
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Thank you Sandra 🙂
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You’re most welcome ❤
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A very moving piece Jacqueline.
xxx Massive Hugs xxx
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Thank you David ((hugs))
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A powerful story Jacqueline that will resonate with many.
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Thank you, dear Brigid, for taking the time to read and comment. Sadly, this is a situation known by many.
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A powerful piece laced with emotion. Nicely done, Jacqueline.
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Thank you, dear, Eugenia.
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The way you write Sis, full of emotion. Powerful!
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Thanks love. Good to see you 🙂
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Wow! very powerful!
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Thank you Joyroses 🙂
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You write deep , emotional and just great ..
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